Its 1 am and I'm sitting at work, wishing I wasn't at work... I am torn about the "career" part of my life! I work with an amazing group of people, especially the nurses. I am very blessed to say this, because many people, I know, cannot. I also have an amazing job, where I get to help treat the sick and make them better. I also love the fact that I HAVE to use my brain everytime I come to work, some more than others! The only dilema that I have is that I am sitting at work at 1 am while my sweet husband and child are at home fast asleep. I am so blessed to have the husband I do, that can "daddy" all by himself while I'm working!! I just WANT to be there to help him! I told Randy at dinner this weekend, I have always dreamed of having a successfull career, for as long as I can remember, and I am determined to keep succeeding. I have also dreamed of being a mother and a wife, and succeeding in that aspect, for all my life. I just struggle with feeling guilty for wanting both and succeeding in both... GUILTY! I know..silly... My sweet husbands answer.."Your the best mom and wife I know, Aniston and I are proud of you and will support you in any choice you make" ... I know it sounds like a line from a movie, but thats why I'm so lucky to have they guy I do....
I have some big decisions to make regarding my career, all good in there own way, but all have sacrifices to make. Please keep me and my family in your prayers, for we will have some decisions to make. - Thanks for letting me vent! -B
Part 2:
I have the cutest child.. EVER! I know you all think you do too, and I'm sure they are, but seriously.. don't argue with me.. how can she not be!
Her Minnie made her a little spring dress and she loves it. She is especially obsessed with anything that makes her feel like, look like or lets her act like a "PRINCESS"... When she saw this dress, she immediatley asked me to wear the "princess dress"... all dresses are princess dresses!!! She especially loves dresses that "twirl".... its constant! Her daddy just shakes his head at us girls... poor man needs a son to help even out the "princess vibe"... Here is a picture and video of her performing...
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Don't feel guilty! I will be praying for God to answer your prayers! We had fun Sunday!
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